happy to be...

happy!
i really am. i'm like summer. . .mostly sunshine, some rain and dark clouds, but warm nonetheless. . .
i don't understand people that refuse to be happy. believe me, i can be cynical to beat the band. . .but quite honestly, what's so wrong with finding the good things in life to focus on?!
i like to laugh. i like warm climates. i like water. i like love. i like to smile. i am happy hearted. i like to feel important to people, but at the same time, for some reason, i like to make myself a non-event when possible. . .especially on those days when there is an event to celebrate, it's most fun to pass under the radar. . .it is after all, the best secret to hold. . .

why the bearded lady will never win

this thing we all partake in- this daily circus we live in is tiresome.
it’s difficult to not get caught up. it’s hard not to get carried away.
it’s good to have people around you to keep you grounded.
but most importantly, it’s imperative to remember who your Creator is, because He makes it all make sense. and somehow, through all the struggles and striving, He pulls you out of it and reminds you, this is not your home.

impatience

i’m terribly impatient.
really.
i wish i could slow life down in order to appreciate it, but alas, i can’t.

i hope i’m able to remember these times so i can tell them at dinner...just think of the stories we’ll be able to tell...